I have been so frustrated and emotionally drained lately. This girl is driving me crazy! I like her so much but i doubt anything will ever arise from the situation. I was deeply mistaken into believing she liked me, and now i cant stop thinking of her. I have felt this way since September and it's eating away at me. She is so beautiful and funny. I have never really felt like this before and i fucking hate it! I just wish things could work in my favor for once. I can never seem to find happiness. I'm sick and tired of being alone while i see people loving life all around me. I just wish she would come around.